Und ruhig fließt der Rhein

And gently flows the Rhine

The last evening before her gender reassignment surgery: Caroline thinks she is finally on the side of happiness. As the hospital settles down for the night, she says goodbye to her old self and feels happy for the first time in her life. Weeks later, her father is dying. Caroline looks paralyzed from a balcony parapet of her high-rise in Leipzig and talks about the first abuse on Christmas Eve in her childhood. Very soon she realizes that without coming to terms with her trauma, she has no chance of building a future and arriving in the new gender. With the help of a therapist, Caroline goes back into her past - with an uncertain outcome.